Okay so I am home and out of the hospital. Let me tell you about my day yesterday. First I went to work at 5 am to try and get stuff done where I really did not get stuff done because people seem to not care if I get the necessary paperwork to do my job so from the get go I was pissed off. Flash foward to right before I am supposed to check in at the hospital and I walk by a car with a dog locked inside while the owner is frakin nowhere. I HATE people who do that. In my opinion those people should be shot, hung, and quarted…I know that sounds harsh but that is those are the images that comes to mind as I walk by those cars where people who supposedly love their animals keep them locked up in a car. I think that we should lock them up in a hot as hell glass box and then blast them with artic air and go back in forth between the extremes for four hours or more so maybe they can get what those poor animals feel like. Why can’t you just leave them at home? Seriously where are they heads? I don’t get it. And then I park the car in the garage at the hospital and again someone has left their poor dog locked in a car while they are fuck all! I honestly think these people need to get a clue. That is like leaving your child in a car while you go and frellin play on the swings. Selfish…that is what I think they are. Okay so off that rant and onto the surgery. I can now tell you I know what it is like to have your uterus scrapped out…I don’t know how someone can go and get an abortion…I am not faulting those who have one…I just don’t agree with the idea. The good news out of all this is that my doctor has said that I can carry a child. I started crying when my mom told me that…my sister asked the doctor for me. But like I said in my last post…the only way I see me having a child is via a donation. I just don’t see me ever in a relationship. Well back to the surgery…they started with heavy sedation but I guess my body did not think that was enough so low and behold I wake up with a sore throat. What the hell…well then I hear that they did have to stick a tube down my throat and really put me under. And I can tell you today that my thoat is hurting and if I talk to much it seems to swell shut. And now I am sitting in bed trying not to move because my uterus, cervis, and vajjay feel really uncomfortable. So my hystersocopy is over and done with…they cut out a polyp and now I have to wait for two weeks to find out if anything else was wrong with the stuff inside my uterus. Well next week I am off to see my “head” doctor and then the next day I am off to the gastrologist…meaning I will be setting up an appointment for a colonoscopy…fun huh. Well now that I have had my rant I am going to go and take another pill (really not trying to get hooked on this stuff) and going to try and sleep
Kendall
