I have so much to blog, it’s going to be hard to catch up! Most recently, I had a house dropped on my head. Now, that does NOT imply that I am a witch. It does imply that a very large issue for which I had no preparation was dropped on us from out of nowhere.
Oddly, it has been rather invigorating. No, invigorating is the wrong word. It’s like the shock of it all has jolted me. I would have said it was like being hit by lightning, except it’s still on top of me! (And not in a fun way.)
I will say that each day I have thought of important reasons to live. Sometimes, the thought that got me through the day was, on the surface, rather silly. “N doesn’t know what brands we use. If I were dead, he’d buy the wrong stuff. The baby’s diapers would leak, because he can never remember we use Pampers.”
In reality, the supposedly silly reasons were simply reminders that I WANT to be here. I am just really tired of the crap storm!
Hopefully, Charlotte
